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am in the morning... I could feel your presence all afternoon until the evening, i sensed something was wrong. You called me at 3:00 am in the morning... i only heard strange noises and you couldn't control your breathing and then i got put on hold, after a long silence i called you back... Your words were filled with honesty and remorse as you told me you were having a breakdown and that i couldn't understand because i didn't drink alcohol... You called me "MR.I DON'T DRINK"... I listened and said nothing... You Apologized for lashing out at me 1 month earlier... I listened and said nothing... You said god had giving me gifts and that i was so extremely lucky... I listened and said nothing... You said that you admired me more then anyone else you had ever met... I listened and said nothing... You said that you had never met a true artist before... I listened and said nothing... You said you were honored to have me in your life... I said thank you and i started to cry... You said i gave you hope when the rest of the world let you down... I listened and said nothing... You asked me why things happened to us when we were young... I said i didn't know and that i wish they didn't happen... You said you knew you were the reason that my soul was being so tormented... So I paused and asked you what was i supposed to do... You screamed at me to get away from you... i refused... so i suffered for it... So forever it remains 3:00 am in the morning... |